Friday | oneistheloneliestnbr's Blog

Kind of a boring day overall (let's be honest, it's Friday night and I'm sitting at home alone, drinking and rambling on EP). The only big news is that I finally got tired of waiting and hoping for my XGF to want to get back together, so I told her it was over.  99.999% sure it was already over, but it's nice not to be hanging into a hopeless sort of "hope" any more.  Oh hell, who am I trying to fool - I still hope we get back together somehow, even though I know it'll never happen.  

I really need to move on. I've got a date lined up for Sunday evening, but I don't have high expectations - she lives too far away and I don't think she's really my type. Then again, I was pretty sure the XGF mentioned above wasn't my type, and I was wrong about that, so who knows.

On the plus side, I got a message on OKC out of the blue from some woman in NC (I'm in GA) who just wanted to say "hi" and tell me she thought I was cute. That's a nice ego boost!

Oh, and my hand is getting a little better - it's still swollen freakishly, but I've got better range of motion with my fingers and it doesn't hurt as much. It'll be a long time before I forget how stupid it is to punch a solid door!